求你们不要再逼我了
求你们只是给我一个空间不可以吗？
真的只是给我在我的房间里面难道这样都不可以吗？
我要的真的不多啊
我不喜欢你们
但是我从来没有因此而伤害你们
给我一个人就够了
我们井水不犯河水难道还不行吗
求你们了 求你们了
Tuesday, 28 May 2013
Monday, 27 May 2013
Back Off!
What the heck are you talking bout me?! Please back off.
Okay, the first thing i wanna say bout this blog is what I actually used for scolding or give a vent whatever you think bout it. It's stupid to record things like this i know, but it's just my right to do what i want to write. It's a way to reduce my pressure...
And so, today was the 4th day of my hols, and I want to make something CLEAR.
1. I'm not a jerk. I am not studying everyday but i'm doing what I know and what I SHALL do.
2. You did not even paid attention on me and why shall I care bout your feelings? OK, a grown-up will say this is what a naive will do. But I cared. You were having an affair with some guys out there till now you don't know i know bout that.
3. I know you're sad. I was painful to see you sad too. but i can't help myself only letting more anger approach me.
4. and when time passes, I was too busy on my school work and stuff, so i gradually become cold-hearted. i doesn't want to care more bout family. NEVER. it's a waste of my time.
5. and i felt so happy and relieved when i realized I actually did this.
6. I am sure on what I want to do for my OWN future, there's NO WAY you can stop me like how you did to my brother. he sucks now in his chemistry and are you happy to see that?!!! HOLY NOT. I swear you were desperate and you even scolded me about not studying. (why does brother always link to me?
I really hate that.
7. whatever it is, thank you so much for giving birth to me and bred me. Thank you so much, i'm grateful for this.
8. however, i still wanna clarify that I hated you so much. both of you are DAMN annoying as you get older.
I swear i love you very much when both of you were young.
9. It's right to blame you all for leaving a family like this to me. You gave me a unhappy life. You hate each other so why do you give birth to me? Having sex is fun right? why don't you give birth to a herd of them?!!!
stupid.
10. I really think of running away from home for many many times since you two started quarreling. It's such a fool to see all this none of my business thingies till I grown this big.
11. Sorry i have to say, i will decide my future myself. It's my right to get my money for my higher education. Who ask you want to born me?!? if you don't have the effort to raise me, why don't you just KILL me when i was young?
12. I am who I am and i'll do what I like. Thank you so much for being my dad and mum before. You were and you will always be, but I will hate you till you change your stupid attitude.
13. Go ahead to Italy, I'm not envy bout that anyway, and don't take my education fees for the Perth trip this year end. Thank you so much always promising something that you won't do. You know what, the thing i hate most is that you give me hope and you destroyed it yourself. straight before my eyes.
so.. back off! don't come to my life. don't ever try to disturb nor control it. stupid!!!!
Okay, the first thing i wanna say bout this blog is what I actually used for scolding or give a vent whatever you think bout it. It's stupid to record things like this i know, but it's just my right to do what i want to write. It's a way to reduce my pressure...
And so, today was the 4th day of my hols, and I want to make something CLEAR.
1. I'm not a jerk. I am not studying everyday but i'm doing what I know and what I SHALL do.
2. You did not even paid attention on me and why shall I care bout your feelings? OK, a grown-up will say this is what a naive will do. But I cared. You were having an affair with some guys out there till now you don't know i know bout that.
3. I know you're sad. I was painful to see you sad too. but i can't help myself only letting more anger approach me.
4. and when time passes, I was too busy on my school work and stuff, so i gradually become cold-hearted. i doesn't want to care more bout family. NEVER. it's a waste of my time.
5. and i felt so happy and relieved when i realized I actually did this.
6. I am sure on what I want to do for my OWN future, there's NO WAY you can stop me like how you did to my brother. he sucks now in his chemistry and are you happy to see that?!!! HOLY NOT. I swear you were desperate and you even scolded me about not studying. (why does brother always link to me?
I really hate that.
7. whatever it is, thank you so much for giving birth to me and bred me. Thank you so much, i'm grateful for this.
8. however, i still wanna clarify that I hated you so much. both of you are DAMN annoying as you get older.
I swear i love you very much when both of you were young.
9. It's right to blame you all for leaving a family like this to me. You gave me a unhappy life. You hate each other so why do you give birth to me? Having sex is fun right? why don't you give birth to a herd of them?!!!
stupid.
10. I really think of running away from home for many many times since you two started quarreling. It's such a fool to see all this none of my business thingies till I grown this big.
11. Sorry i have to say, i will decide my future myself. It's my right to get my money for my higher education. Who ask you want to born me?!? if you don't have the effort to raise me, why don't you just KILL me when i was young?
12. I am who I am and i'll do what I like. Thank you so much for being my dad and mum before. You were and you will always be, but I will hate you till you change your stupid attitude.
13. Go ahead to Italy, I'm not envy bout that anyway, and don't take my education fees for the Perth trip this year end. Thank you so much always promising something that you won't do. You know what, the thing i hate most is that you give me hope and you destroyed it yourself. straight before my eyes.
so.. back off! don't come to my life. don't ever try to disturb nor control it. stupid!!!!
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